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Friday, March 29, 2013

hidup itu life! life itu hidup!

Hidup tak selalu indah macam diimaginasikan..
Normal lah tue, kau tak boleh nak ubah sesuka hati kau tak boleh nak buat apa.
Melainkan terus berjalan terus mengorak langkah tanpa henti..
Kalau kau malas nak melangkah, malas nak atur langkah kau
Kau kena seret jugak, tak boleh seret kau kena merangkak jugak
Pokok pangkalnya kau kena move jugak jangan duk selesa sangat laa..

Kalau kau rasa keseorangan, rasa sunyi
Kau rasa semua kawan tak ada, tak da teman nak borak
Kau rasa kosong, hidup kau nampak macam keseorangan gilaa
Kau tenang saja. jangan nak gelabah tak tentu pasal laa
Sebab tak semua kau nak kau boleh dapat, tak semua kau aim boleh jadi kenyataan

Jujur aku cemburu tengok kau ada kawan susah senang yang ramai gila. merata tempat!
Aku?
Aku tak ada ah ramai macam kau, lebih tepat, kurang sangat bilangan nya yang boleh dikalsifikasi macam kau!
Tak semua boleh diklasifikasi dalam kategori yang sama, 
If kawan-kawan contact, kawan former instituition tue ramai laa.. 
Tapi if jenis yang sewenang-wenangnya boleh  meluah perasa mengadu domba tak ramai ini kerana aku segan ngan memba aku.. if kongsi gelak ketawa aku okey! serious!

Senang cerita macam nie laa...

Kawan baik ramai,
Kawan susah senang belum jumpa seramai bilangan kawan yang baik.
Kawan kawan tak terbilang.

Ahh semuanya isu kawan,
Kawan.. kawan.. kawan..
Hey korang kawan ni perlu taw, sebab tak selalu kekasih yang kau agungkan tue berguna tiap masa.
Nak-nak if kekasih yang kau sayang tue jauh ke hujung dunia
Memang,
Semua orang pada hari nie lebih berkawan atas dasar kepentingan semata-mata

Ummi selalu pesan, Ayah selalu mengingat
Kawan ni jangan nak bersungguh sangat
Jangan mengikut cara orang, ikut cara sendiri, jaga batasan
Kawan datang dan pergi setiap hari
Lepas dah habis, entah ke mana hilang, terus dilupus jejak-jejaknya..
Tapi aku selalu bangkang, bagi aku
Mana mungkin kawan nak keji! nak khianat kita setelah kawan berabad

But now,
Aku setuju. Aku sedar..
Aku dah tak jumpa sebilangan besar kawan baik di sekolah rendah, menengah, zaman pilah, kolej
Kira dulu kamceng gila laa weyh
Aku dah tak jumpa kawan asrama yang stay satu bilik, satu blok
Kira dulu kita bergossip girl bersama laa.

Ahh cuma,
Aku sayang kawan yang selalu contact ngan aku till today, always catch up with me
Sampai sekarang berhubung, sampai sekarang lepak bersama..
Ya ya, itu semua aku consider as my friend for life laa.

Sekarang,
Di saat ini aku masih ada kawan-kawan yang aku boileh consider as my FFL
Aku tak boleh berharap diorang selalu ada untuk aku
Mereka pun ada hidup masing-masing ada komitmen yang nak kena jalankan

Dan bila ada kawan yang terbaik ever yang selalu dengar masalah pulak,
Terlalu jauh di sana.
Aku tahu aku selalu boleh harapkan kau babe.
Anything. But still,
Kau jauh.
Kena tunggu aku abes study dulu baru leyh reunite balik

Senang cerita, aku nak sangat semua orang macam aku
Serupa dgn aku, berfikir macam aku,
Susah senang macam aku.
Semua sama tak ada satu pon yang berbeza
Ah heaven nya hidup aku weyh

Apa?
Permintaan aku melampau?
Yea aku taw sangat melampau.... 


till then!
sealed with lots of love!
muahxs!
...<3>...
...

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

rindu kau bodoh!

The one that makes me smile like an idiot most of the time.
The one that makes me burst out my laugh. Uncontrollable one.
The one that always sneak in my mind whenever the time is.
The one that never fail to ask me whether I am okay or not even I have a big smile on my face.
The one that spoil me with kindness and his sense of man.
The one that that have heart that fit mine so well.
The one that chose me to be friend with though there’s a lot of pretty girls around him.
The one I can be true with last time.
The one that comfort me with his warmth.
The one that think I’m smart.. even i"m always depend on him!
The one that I adore so much. And nobody knows how much mine are towards him.
The one that makes me feel so lucky to be friend with him.
The one and only that can make me comfort with his words.
The one that can accept me whoever I am. Maybe!
The one that can guide me to be a better human being. Always teach me!
The one that can discuss with me without the slightest hint of fear.
The one that I wanna be friend with all the time. I wish for. But now it cant!
The one that makes me feel so precious and special.
The one that makes me comfort again and again every single day.
And there’s a lot more to mention here.
And he is the only one that I do not have right now. He’s the one that I want to be friend again.
..............

MISS U STUPID!!!

There’s no word can describe what I feel right now. I just miss you. Too much. Sorry for being such a weak one. I will always pray for you, anything for you. Remember this, did I deserved to be your 1 fan! No one can replace you. No one.


till then!
sealed with lots of love!
muahxs!
...<3>...
...

Saturday, March 9, 2013

beautiful goodbye

this is currently my favorito song! really love it!
lets check out its lyrics!

I count the ways I let you down
On my fingers and toes but I'm running out
Clever words can't help me now
I grip you tight but you're slipping out

And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, so in love that night
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Oh yeah

When did the rain become a storm?
When did the clouds begin to form?
Yeah, we got knocked off course by a natural force
And we'll, we'll be swimming when it's gone

And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, so in love that night
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Oh yeah

All the pain you try to hide
Shows through your mascara lines
As they stream down from your eyes

And let them go, let them fly
Holding back won't turn back time
Believe me, I've tried

Your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, how in love were we that night?
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Yeah






till then!
sealed with lots of love!
muahxs!
...<3>...
...

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

back to reality!

hye guys! so long time no see you alls! *tiup habuk2 siket* im on holiday so masa agak mencemburui laa..
banyak sangat agenda yang tersusunnya bersama kawan-kawan tercinta and family tersayang ever! 
okey saya janji akan cuba langsaikan semua update what did to me recently..
lets go!

Final Exam
yeah im done with my final papers! dari first paper sampai ke 5th im done! senang citer dari hubungan etnik ke entrepneurship ke introduction to international business to ecommerce and last sekali paper international business finance. Alhamdulillah semuanya done on time which is on 15th january even pressure dye memang till the maximum! Masa exam hari tue motivation untuk dapat result good memang nan ado laa.. serious malas giler baca buku! apa nak jadi tak taw laa.. semua nak baca sepintas lalu jea and tengok yang rasa-rasa kena tekankan jea.. oh My! malas giler! masa tue sume berserah jea.. harap lepas jea not more than that! 
*buruk nau nau perangainya* 

Holiday a.k.a semester break
15th january tue abes paper petang malam tue terus shoot balik! giler tak sabar kan? 1st time kot balik sensorang dari perlis nie.. cuak tue tak payah nak citer laa weyh.. satu umah hantar naik bas! kredit to mak, kiena, kiela, and tak lupa ntok yati! thanks buddies! jasamu dikenang laa.. kat atas bas tue pasrah jea laa.. nasib baik partner yang duk sebelah alim.. malu taw! hikhik 
During the holiday bersusun gak laa jadualnya.. best okey holiday nie! nak citer satu2 mcm banyak sangat laa plak.. tp senang citer sume affordable! had a blast time with them! 
cant wait to see guys next break! wait for me bebeyh! muahxs! muahxs! 

Result exam! 
cukop laa dengan perkataan Alhamdulillah lepas semuanya.. yea i admit that i sedikit keciwa ngn my result sebab drop kan.. tapi still leyh kejar kot.. really hope it! ingat aim! btw thanks to all lecturers that taught me semester lepas.. terimas! jasamu dikenang! with that result im not so great on ib finance and political session i thought! 

Semester 3 done!
bila semua test dah abes result dah taw apa lagi yang boleh expect selain dari im done! Alhamdulillah semester 3 done even banyak stress yang dilalui! :) 

Semester 4 begin! 
bila daa bukak semester nie apa laa lagi leyh di expectnya selain dari menghadap semester 4 yang berliku-liku nie.. really hope that i can cope with all of this! nak2 lagi sem nie banyak giler kot killer paper! really hope that i can make it! aminnn...

rasanya sampai sinie dulu laa yea update nya.. mata daa tak leyh nak hadap lappy daa awak-awak..! 


till then
sealed with lots of love!
muahxs!
...<3>... 
...

*i miss my old times! -.-

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