sakit hati aku plus kesengalan dye..

“Cinta tidak semestinya memiliki,indahnya cinta jika cinta kita memberi seribu kebahagiaan kepada orang yang kita cintai,bukankah begitu?”

Persoalan yang agak menyemakkan otak aku skunk kn…!

Aper maksud dye pon aku tatau ler..

Asal dye kena told about it to me??

Ko rasa perlu k??

Yes I already know ler yg ko tue xsuka aku rapat ngn kawan2 ko..

Aper ader kisah kawan2 ko, kawan2 aku jugak kn..

Nama pon ex-schools’ mate.

Tiap kali aku suruh ko honest..

Aku dpat aper??

Msti dpt jwpn nie..yg nie jea taw..

“Ntah ler I pon tatau tapi tolonglah u fahami situasi realiti ini”

Balik2 yg nie..

Ko tak muak k babe??

Eh da berzaman da ko ungkit perkara nie kt aku laa..

Aku nk tnya ko situasi reality apa benda yg ko maksudkan??

Yg ko xsuka aku ag??

Weyh! sesaper tlg ler aku celik mata nie luas2…

Da2 ler dye..

Ramai ag kan laki kt dunia nie..

Law aku desperate sgt aku bleyh amek jea sesaper yg giler kt aku tue..

Dr aku tunggu ko yg tak tentu2..

Yea laa aku taw aku x standing ko..

Ko doktor aku xda aper2..stady pon setakat maner jea..

Tp aku akn pastikan aku akn lbh berjaya dr ko..biar terkedek-kedek ko dtg kt aku blik..

puas aty aku!

Tp aku tak pernah rasa yang aku nie desperate..

Aku kn nk jd kaya dulu..

Matlamat idop aku tinggi..

Aku kena capai tue dulu baru aku leyh pk all the lovey-dovey brouhahas nie..

Biar laa kawan2 aku ckp aper..janji aku taw per yg aku nk dlm idop aku..

Aku rela la weyh jd penonton drama kegembiraan kwn2 aku..

Aku nk jadi pengapit dorg dulu..

“ cintai diri sendiri dulu sebelom cintai diri orang lain”

aku kena tlg igt ayat nie smpi bebila laa..

Nmpk sgt ko pandang rendah kt aku ler giler..

Ko pon xleyh terima life aku kn??

Per ko ckp aku terlampau sosial??

Bg aku xpon ler sbab aku kwn2 jea ngn sume laki tue..

Gmbr yg terkantoi ngn ko dulu tue??

Biasa r 2 kata kwn2..aku xda r over maner pon..

Agama still nombor satu..

Hanya diri aku yg taw saper aku..

Xperlu nk heboh satu kg ler..

Biar r ko nk pandang rendah kt aku ke hape ke..

“U nie sebenarnya xlayak ag nk bercinta2”..kata kau..

Per sebabnya aku xlyk nk bercinta??

Sbab aku kena tunggu ko dulu??

Eh tlg laa..

Aku pon manusia biasa ler..ada perasaan ntok mencintai dan dicintai..

Tidak terfikir dek akal waras aku untuk melakukan perkara segila ini.

Mencintai ko vunguks..

Benarkah cinta itu buta?

Atau manusia yang buta apabila terkena panahan cinta?

Aku rasa malang bagi aku r..

Nk2 situasi diri ko dan aku terlalu sulit untuk aku dan jugak kau nk kekal dalam keadaan logika kn.

If ko ada hati kt aku balik kn..

Lupakan jea laa aku..

Bosan laa ko..

Dulu saper yg slalu ckp my love senang swing laa..

Aper laa..

Ko tue sebenarnya ego tinggi giler vavi laa..

Ko kena ngaku jugak tue bnda tue..

At least bg ko sedar diri sket..

Pesanan ntok u..

If u betol2 ada hati lagi kt I,

I nk u jd spiderman ntok I..

Mesti u plik kan naper spiderman??

Spiderman sebab Spiderman rendah diri

dan terlalu cinta akan Mary Jane

walaupun dia jarang mengaku

dan meluang masa untuk Mary Jane…

.....<3>.....

...

*sakit aty tp ada aty lgnk suh dye jd spiderman ntok aku kn...vengong btol laaa..

food!

nie nama dye xxl crispy chicken..

u oll can got it at shihlin taiwan street snack..

very worth it..

ini cendol amatlahh shedapp.

i wanna dis pizza..!

wif cheese powder...

glazier donut..

disebabkan saya amat lapar skunk..

ermmm plus craving nk mkn something yg besh..so i post dis..

yurp i admit dat my selera amat2 laa tinggi wat masa skunk..

sume benda makan...

still kenyang pon melantak lagi...

pliss tolong..

sy ngh craving nk mkn nie..

tolong saya yea...

LAPARRRRRRR...!

=(

when i'm bored..!!

sweet kan??

so in beauty...

got a package..

nice voice+talented+and for sure so gorgeous...

singing!

but just taylor swift's songs..

just half part which i admire..

1st-today was a fairy tale..

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

2nd- you belong with me..

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

3rd-tied together with a smile..

Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go... and no one knows
You cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh, cause it's not his price to pay
Not his price to pay...

4th-mine..

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
You remember, we were sittin' there, by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

5th-love story..

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, "Please don't go"
And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

6th-you're not sorry..

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

7th-white horse..

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around
Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

a bit from taylor swift...

i suka giler lagu2 dye..

melayan kepala otak nie..

kekadang tue lagu dye macam kena jea ngn myself...

tp tue laa tiap kali bosan lagu2 nie laa yg menjadi mangsanya...

sedeyh pon pakai, gembira pon nyanyi...

hohoho...

thank you damn much...!

btw credit to taylor swift and also mr google..

let's singging..!

...<3>...

...

huishhh!!

what i admire this time..!

i wanna update now!

1st

my abang..!

dlm seminggu kebelakangan nie abg da mcm buang tebiat laa...

i pon aper lg layankan ajea laa...

kata abang...

mood dye brubah2...

kejap baik..

kejap jiwang..

yg tentunya byk senyum..

byk makan gula kot skunk..

abg! kedekot sket ngn mknn manis..:P

haish...

abg...abg...

2nd

tentunya my ex..

mr z...

haishhh...

nie sorg ag...

mkin lama mkin xphm..

kejap dye mcm haishhh ssh laa nk ckp...

naper laa u still wanna update ur story to me??

yea i taw my ummi suka u...

tp kisah kita kn da over...

ramai ckp u still wanna me..

nk2 psl semalam...

terkejot giler ngn per yg u buat...

rasa teramat rasa yg u still concern about me..

tp naper u reject i??

u nk berjaya lu??

naper x honest jea masa tue...

aper2 pon biar masa jea laa wat keputusan...

3rd

i got someone now..

but i do not noe what the feel its about..

for sure its not 100% love..

im totally sure about it..

haishhh! kesian plak kt dye..

4th

i wanna blackberry!

dulu masa ayah nk belikan hp baru xnk pula mintak blackberry..

tp skunk mcm addicted jea ngn bnda tue..

haishhh law ckp ayah nk blackberry blik msti ayah plik kn..

xper laa ayah its for present to me coz ive complete my dip plus for mu birthday present..

ok??deal??

enough for today...

i need to go..

answer midterm..

Operational Managment..!

luv u all very strong r...

chiaww....!

.....<3>.....

...

bodoh! idiot!

sakitnya aty aku...

hanya tuhan sajea yg taw..

asl ko giler minah??

asl ko nk add dye??

ko kenal k dye??

yea mmg aku ngn dye da over..

tp aku x suka ko tergedik2 nk kwn ngn dye..

even just in fb...

aku xsuka sgt...

mcm laa aku tatau..

yg ko pon ader aty ngn dye..

yea laa dye kn baik..

ensom..

ada career...

sape xnk??

but ur info he still care on me..

pdn muka ko dye dgr ckp aku..

dye remove ko dr frenlist dye..

puas aty aku..

minah!

ko xpyh nk busy kn diri ko tue kt hal yg ada kaitan ngn aku..

jaga diri ko tue..

jaga study ko tue...

grrrr...skit ler aty aku...

thnxs to u!

coz still care in me...

i hope u phm ea naper i wat cm tue td...

just for fun

3 names in your message inbox now:

pakcik, ayah sayang n ! jalil(sedaraku yg sengal)...

Your Ringtone:

dont break my heart...jesse mccartney...

1,2,3,4 i love u...plain white t..

=p

What u did at 12 last night?

mcg ngn seorg pakcik! hik2...

Who was the last person you went out with? Where?

last person ea? my roomate...melepak kt luar t lwt pagi...=)

The colour of the T-shirt you're wearing now :

hitam yg tidak suci lg tidak murni...hak3!

The last thing u did:

makan ayam goreng...nk k?? xlehh! haha...

3 of your everyday favorite items:

lappy, handphone and duet kot!

The color of your bed room:

bercampur-campur...ohh! bestnye titow...=p

How much money in your wallet now:

ntah! mls nk bukak n mls nk kire...

How's life?

so far, Alhamdulillah...quite OK! ;)

Your favorite song:

songs from taylor swift, jesse mc cartney and marie digby=D

What will you do next week:

mcm biasa, mcm tak biasa...study lah...haha...poyo!

When was the last time you saw your mum:

mnggu lepas lepas lepas!

Where is she now?

kt umah...rindu dia.. =(

When was the last time you talked to your parent?

ptg td kul...ayah cakap dye dah masukkan duit ntok minggu nie...

Who is the last that talked with you last night:

pakcik kott! =p

Where did you have dinner last night

kt kfc...with jenny and jacyntha...hehe...

The last surprise you got:

xingat lah! =p

Last thing you borrowed from your friend:

erm, tudung rasanya...hihi...

Who is your bf/gr or husband/wife?

seseorang! lom kawen lg lol...=p

What do you feel now?

lonely...rumet sy kuar...lau tak 24 jam pot pet!=)

Who knows your secret?

myself and Allah swt...

Are you angry with someone?

yerp! tp sy xnk amek tau dh sal dia...

LETS BYGONE BE BYGONE...

What do you order at McD:

hurm... MCdeluxe satu, oreo mcflurry satu! hee...

The last time you feel so sad..

hari nie...sakit aty ditinggalkan seorang diri di dalam bilik..! =(

i wanna this!

i really wanna dis fondue!

yurp dis one called fondue..

ada ice cream,fruits, cake,nuts..

yg penting dip wif marvelous choc!

perghhh!

sedap waa cakap lu...

xdapat fondue?

ermmm agk frust la weyh..

tp get dis one pon ok arhh..

but i wanna oreo jea..

yg len xmao!

dis one is cornetto royale!

sume org suka strawberi,but i prefered dis one!

shedappp!

but seyes n seyes...

i wanna dis!

shedapp weyh!

seyes...

nk try?

drop ler kt baskin robbins..

hehehe..

=D

.......<3>.......

......

words from him!

the latest one!

afta a few days u away from my life...

yurp!

dis morning i read!

let's look it...

"You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your love life is usually hard and confusing."

simple but meaningful..!

realy..

haishhh!

.............<3>.............

...........

haish!

why?

yurp why..

kenapa mesti demam??

kenapa mesti kena flu??

i noe aper yg sebabkan i jd mcm nie..

1st-berembun sampai koi 2,3 pagi..

2nd-eskrem...

3rd-tension...

4th-oll da kind of fast food...biasa larh biler makan, xpernah nk igt...

5th-cuaca...well msia is hot...hahahah..

6th-mandi lewat pagi...nie yg pling sure..!taubuat daahh..!!

merana la weyh..

da ler skunk tension jea...

its oll about thesis..

adoiiii....!

penat giler...

dengan keadaan yg penuh x selesa pon kena wat jugak..

da ler kena jawab exam...

MA u..

managerial accounting tuh...

but yakin giler dapat score..

insyaAllah..=D

shahrul jahat!!!

ckp suara org cam donald duck..!!

suara i sedap ok...!

ezam ngn anip pon jahatt!!!

i muda ag k..

not cecah alam dewasa ag..

sweet 17 ag..

chewahh..

hahahaha...

da ler..i need 2 continue my thesis for final touch...

esok2 laa plak...

take care evrybody...

dun b like me..

oh yea sesaper yg nk exam tuh..

wish u luck..!!

chiawww...

..........<3>..........

.............

miss larh!

haish tetiba termiss plak...

even we are part..

our moment still be apart of our life...!!!

MISS U VERY BAD LARH....!!!

.......<3>........

.......

stitch!

miss u larh sayunk!

khamis hari tue balik kg..

balik on the spot..

coz my uncle was died..

innalillah..

blik umah da koi 2..

sbab ngantuk sgt lupa nk amek stitch kt dlm almari..

hehehe..

so dat nyte just ngn bunny jea r..

but...

afta dat nyte 2 nites i spent wif my stitch..

perghhh lepas rindu kt dye..

dis stich i got from someone!

thanxs..!

i do not noe larh why im so addicted ngn stitch..

even he just naughty alien..

but dye chomel shangattt!!

we dating next tyme yeah..!

next holiday..

dis upcoming nov...!

love u the strong larh sayunk..!

........<3>........

.......

not feeling well..!

almost three days i'm suffering it..

tetiba jea demam..

da ler dpt package ag tue..

sakit kepala+ demam+batuk+suara xda+sakit kerongkong..

adoiii..

seksa tol..

nape demam??

ader org ckp if kita demam sbab ada org rindu kita!

btol k?

maybe btol jugak..

sbabnya my old yunk rindu kt i kot..

dye sndiri yg admit..

jgn slh phm he just my crush not SBF yea..

dulu masa dye kerja wartawan kitorg slalu kuar samer..

tp sejak dye continue stady blik nie kitorg da jrg kuar samer..

nk2 sejak org tua dye meninggal dye mmg lain sgt..

yealaa i phm u..

satu lg penyebab i demam adalah..

aiskrem ngn coke..

mau nya xdemam dua hri i melantak aiskrem..

sundae n mcflurry..

coke plakyg large plaktue..

mslh tol..

plus seminggu xcukop tidow..

penat ngn event..

even not my event but tolong kawan..

kata kawan kn..

so kena laa tolong kn..

oh yea u..!

heapy burfday...!

hope dis year u will b better...

psl yg mlm tue u dun worry laa..

i akn zip mulut i..

i xkn citer kt saper2...

hope my demam akan sembuh cepat..

n my day will berjalan seperti biasa...

ameennn....

.......<3.......

..........

yasmien, amien, fiera n of course ayien!

my gang dis week!

oll da thing kitorg wt sesamer..

perghh mmg besh r even penat giler...

hehehe..

jom! kita citer detail..

rabu!

jahit langsir..

main cat..

mkn kt mamak corner..

lepak2..

gelak2 smpi nanges..hahahaha

balik dlm koi 12.30 tgh mlm..

khamis!

pergi shah alam..

pergi klang..

sesat kt klang...

hahaha..

shopping byk giler..

total amount shopping kitorg dat day over RM200..

trus blik kolej..

lepak2..

wrapping present..

mkn stlh suatu hari xmkn..jam masa tue da pukul 12..

lprnya mmg yg amt ler..

blik umah da koi 2..

jumaat!

fiera dtg amek pergi kolej..

lpk jap..

kemas barang..

pergi amek faris kt apartment dye..

duduk exam..

mkn ngn jes..

jes makeup..

dressing chantek2..

mien dtg amek..

koi 1 lbh bru balik..

amien yg drive sbab sume2 da penat..

sabtu!

open house..

setapak mariii..

mkn tue x pyh citer laaa...

pukul 6 bru balik..

pukul 7 smpi umah..

thnxs lan 4 being driver.

ahaks..

oll memory we had together so fun ler...

shayang korg sume..

hope we always together..

BfF yea...

.................<3>..................

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