silent!

Sometimes, 

silent is better than telling loudly to anyone how you are 

feeling, because sometimes people just don't get you or 

understand you or want to understand you.

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

saat akhir semester 4

kengkorang what are you doing till now x tidur tidur lagi nie haa? haha cakap orang, yea saya pon sama masih tak reti nak tidur2 lagi kan.. haha standard student!
lama menyepi kan diri tanpa sebarang post ini disebabkan terlampau busy..
serious semester nie agak kelam kabut siket..
assignment + subject tough tak hengat + field trip lagi + test = hidup berantakan!
sangat penat nak hadap nak2 dekat final nie!
tapi field trip sangat membahagiakan hidup saya.. sebab nya saya dapat reunion with my friends yang dah lama tak bersua muka.. wah gitu! hahaha
this semester ada dua trip..
satu trip ke kuala lumpur and satu trip ke cameron highland!
dua2 best.. nanti2 laa saya story yea..

buat masa nie saat saya menulis nie.. eh2 menaip laa
segala seteress yang terpaksa dialami, semua test except final exam, submission of assignment  semua settle! except individual assignment international economics yang belum submit.. semuanya on date!
Perfect!
Alhamdulillah...
buat masa sekarang tengah menghitung hari ntok exam which is final exam!
serious cuak kot...
semua paper susah..
semua paper carry mark ntah hape2..
sem nie kena study awal.
pulun abes2 ntok final nie!
saya tak nak repeat paper!
really hope i dont!
i know i can score this sem!
i need to do it!
i need to do it!
yess!
aminnnn...

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

Busy yet Tired!

I'M so BUSY BEE right now! 

busy with workloads as student! 

so many thing i want to share with all of you but i didnt have time to do at this hectic moment! 

next time maybe! 

 

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

birthday celebration!

thank you for the gift! thank you for the celebration! thank you for the bbq! thank you for the blessed wishess! 

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

*sebahagian pixca sahaja yea.. yg lain2 penat laa nak upload.. nanti2 yea.. tapii x janji yea..hikhik...

hectic!

holla u alls! mcm greet gaya stitch daa kan.. taw laa tegar nya minat ngn stitch nie..hehe
so looong time not see u alls in this medium right? *sambil lap2 tiup2 habuk*
i busy sangat laa u alls..
banyak nau nau laa agenda nya skunk..
test.. assessment and alls laa.. oh yea cuti pon banyak taw..
sem nie mmg hectic giler2 babeng buat i laa..
PENAT! sangat-sangat daa nie..
tahan jeaa laa kan..
okeyh enough for all the keluh kesah mak esah tue..
now lets proceed yg lebih mengujakan..
teruja menguja laa sangat..

birthday celebration!
oh My! like seriously so blessed celebration i told u!
so many best momento had created!
present like "oh really i got all of this?"
unstoppable celebration!
oh like seriously!
thank you guys awesome people in ma lovely life!
shayang korang ketat2!
gambar will hupdate later on okeyh!

mei already!
pheww so cepat masa berlalu..
do not know what to say!
welcome honeymoon month!
honeymoon sebab banyak nau nau holidaynya plus ada field trip and team building!
aduii! all assignment yg susah2 belom complete lagi nie!
bilaa nak buat nie weyh?
aduii!

General Election!
lagi tepat PRU ke 13!
and this year i daa boleh ngundi!
perasaa?
mungkin teruja sebab 1st time terlibat nak pilih pemimpin di negera yg berdemokrasi nie!
this GE akan tentukan pemimpin!
go malaysia go!

tue jea kot buat masa skunk.. xkan nak hupdate test yang dapat marks bape tue jea plus susah nak mati! haish! chop! i wanna something soothing for my mouth! really wanna it! okbai!

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

*so many thing to do! 

Hey April!

Hello April!

Even today is 3rd April not 1st April. Sorry guys im a bit busy right now! So many things need to face! 

So so so I just want to share that I was not a big fan of saying, “Hello (month), please be good to me!”. Yes, I have said those words a lot of time but I do not say it every month. I have this firm belief that there is no such thing as destiny in life. Because we make our own future . What we do in the present will solely affect our future. And not forget pray to HIM.

It’s my birthday month. And I don’t know why I kinda hate the fact that I’m turning 24 this year. There’s no more ..teen and the ..ty sounds old for me. Maybe 21st sounds better since it is legal age and we’re strictly ALLOWED to enter to any night club or bar. Me don’t care bout it since I’m not a party people. But still I have to accept the fact that the number will turn out to be 24 in less than 10 days more.

Every year, the April will replace March in the calendars. It’s the month to prank are waiting for. Prank haters gonna hate. I would also like to share my sentiments about those single persons ranting that April’s fool is deleted in the calendar. Face the truth, guys. April Fool couldn't be use to show your family or friends your funny side, don’t isolate yourself believing that April is just for people with fun moments. Anyways, it is nice being fun and enjoy our life.

Blowing kisses, me.

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

hidup itu life! life itu hidup!

Hidup tak selalu indah macam diimaginasikan..
Normal lah tue, kau tak boleh nak ubah sesuka hati kau tak boleh nak buat apa.
Melainkan terus berjalan terus mengorak langkah tanpa henti..
Kalau kau malas nak melangkah, malas nak atur langkah kau
Kau kena seret jugak, tak boleh seret kau kena merangkak jugak

Pokok pangkalnya kau kena move jugak jangan duk selesa sangat laa..

Kalau kau rasa keseorangan, rasa sunyi
Kau rasa semua kawan tak ada, tak da teman nak borak
Kau rasa kosong, hidup kau nampak macam keseorangan gilaa
Kau tenang saja. jangan nak gelabah tak tentu pasal laa
Sebab tak semua kau nak kau boleh dapat, tak semua kau aim boleh jadi kenyataan

Jujur aku cemburu tengok kau ada kawan susah senang yang ramai gila. merata tempat!
Aku?
Aku tak ada ah ramai macam kau, lebih tepat, kurang sangat bilangan nya yang boleh dikalsifikasi macam kau!
Tak semua boleh diklasifikasi dalam kategori yang sama, 

If kawan-kawan contact, kawan former instituition tue ramai laa.. 

Tapi if jenis yang sewenang-wenangnya boleh  meluah perasa mengadu domba tak ramai ini kerana aku segan ngan memba aku.. if kongsi gelak ketawa aku okey! serious!

Senang cerita macam nie laa...

Kawan baik ramai,
Kawan susah senang belum jumpa seramai bilangan kawan yang baik.
Kawan kawan tak terbilang.

Ahh semuanya isu kawan,
Kawan.. kawan.. kawan..

Hey korang kawan ni perlu taw, sebab tak selalu kekasih yang kau agungkan tue berguna tiap masa.
Nak-nak if kekasih yang kau sayang tue jauh ke hujung dunia
Memang,
Semua orang pada hari nie lebih berkawan atas dasar kepentingan semata-mata

Ummi selalu pesan, Ayah selalu mengingat
Kawan ni jangan nak bersungguh sangat
Jangan mengikut cara orang, ikut cara sendiri, jaga batasan
Kawan datang dan pergi setiap hari
Lepas dah habis, entah ke mana hilang, terus dilupus jejak-jejaknya..
Tapi aku selalu bangkang, bagi aku
Mana mungkin kawan nak keji! nak khianat kita setelah kawan berabad

But now,
Aku setuju. Aku sedar..
Aku dah tak jumpa sebilangan besar kawan baik di sekolah rendah, menengah, zaman pilah, kolej

Kira dulu kamceng gila laa weyh
Aku dah tak jumpa kawan asrama yang stay satu bilik, satu blok
Kira dulu kita bergossip girl bersama laa.

Ahh cuma,
Aku sayang kawan yang selalu contact ngan aku till today, always catch up with me
Sampai sekarang berhubung, sampai sekarang lepak bersama..
Ya ya, itu semua aku consider as my friend for life laa.

Sekarang,
Di saat ini aku masih ada kawan-kawan yang aku boileh consider as my FFL
Aku tak boleh berharap diorang selalu ada untuk aku
Mereka pun ada hidup masing-masing ada komitmen yang nak kena jalankan

Dan bila ada kawan yang terbaik ever yang selalu dengar masalah pulak,
Terlalu jauh di sana.
Aku tahu aku selalu boleh harapkan kau babe.
Anything. But still,
Kau jauh.

Kena tunggu aku abes study dulu baru leyh reunite balik

Senang cerita, aku nak sangat semua orang macam aku
Serupa dgn aku, berfikir macam aku,
Susah senang macam aku.
Semua sama tak ada satu pon yang berbeza

Ah heaven nya hidup aku weyh

Apa?

Permintaan aku melampau?
Yea aku taw sangat melampau.... 

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

rindu kau bodoh!

The one that makes me smile like an idiot most of the time.
The one that makes me burst out my laugh. Uncontrollable one.
The one that always sneak in my mind whenever the time is.
The one that never fail to ask me whether I am okay or not even I have a big smile on my face.
The one that spoil me with kindness and his sense of man.
The one that that have heart that fit mine so well.
The one that chose me to be friend with though there’s a lot of pretty girls around him.
The one I can be true with last time.
The one that comfort me with his warmth.
The one that think I’m smart.. even i"m always depend on him!
The one that I adore so much. And nobody knows how much mine are towards him.
The one that makes me feel so lucky to be friend with him.
The one and only that can make me comfort with his words.
The one that can accept me whoever I am. Maybe!
The one that can guide me to be a better human being. Always teach me!
The one that can discuss with me without the slightest hint of fear.
The one that I wanna be friend with all the time. I wish for. But now it cant!
The one that makes me feel so precious and special.
The one that makes me comfort again and again every single day.
And there’s a lot more to mention here.
And he is the only one that I do not have right now. He’s the one that I want to be friend again.

..............

MISS U STUPID!!!

There’s no word can describe what I feel right now. I just miss you. Too much. Sorry for being such a weak one. I will always pray for you, anything for you. Remember this, did I deserved to be your 1 fan! No one can replace you. No one.

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

beautiful goodbye

this is currently my favorito song! really love it!
lets check out its lyrics!

I count the ways I let you down
On my fingers and toes but I'm running out
Clever words can't help me now
I grip you tight but you're slipping out

And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, so in love that night
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Oh yeah

When did the rain become a storm?
When did the clouds begin to form?
Yeah, we got knocked off course by a natural force
And we'll, we'll be swimming when it's gone

And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, so in love that night
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Oh yeah

All the pain you try to hide
Shows through your mascara lines
As they stream down from your eyes

And let them go, let them fly
Holding back won't turn back time
Believe me, I've tried

Your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, how in love were we that night?
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry

Beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Your beautiful goodbye (bye-bye, bye-bye)
It's dripping from your eyes (bye-bye, bye-bye)
Yeah

till then!

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>...

...

back to reality!

hye guys! so long time no see you alls! *tiup habuk2 siket* im on holiday so masa agak mencemburui laa..

banyak sangat agenda yang tersusunnya bersama kawan-kawan tercinta and family tersayang ever! 

okey saya janji akan cuba langsaikan semua update what did to me recently..

lets go!

Final Exam

yeah im done with my final papers! dari first paper sampai ke 5th im done! senang citer dari hubungan etnik ke entrepneurship ke introduction to international business to ecommerce and last sekali paper international business finance. Alhamdulillah semuanya done on time which is on 15th january even pressure dye memang till the maximum! Masa exam hari tue motivation untuk dapat result good memang nan ado laa.. serious malas giler baca buku! apa nak jadi tak taw laa.. semua nak baca sepintas lalu jea and tengok yang rasa-rasa kena tekankan jea.. oh My! malas giler! masa tue sume berserah jea.. harap lepas jea not more than that! 

*buruk nau nau perangainya* 

Holiday a.k.a semester break

15th january tue abes paper petang malam tue terus shoot balik! giler tak sabar kan? 1st time kot balik sensorang dari perlis nie.. cuak tue tak payah nak citer laa weyh.. satu umah hantar naik bas! kredit to mak, kiena, kiela, and tak lupa ntok yati! thanks buddies! jasamu dikenang laa.. kat atas bas tue pasrah jea laa.. nasib baik partner yang duk sebelah alim.. malu taw! hikhik 

During the holiday bersusun gak laa jadualnya.. best okey holiday nie! nak citer satu2 mcm banyak sangat laa plak.. tp senang citer sume affordable! had a blast time with them! 

cant wait to see guys next break! wait for me bebeyh! muahxs! muahxs! 

Result exam! 

cukop laa dengan perkataan Alhamdulillah lepas semuanya.. yea i admit that i sedikit keciwa ngn my result sebab drop kan.. tapi still leyh kejar kot.. really hope it! ingat aim! btw thanks to all lecturers that taught me semester lepas.. terimas! jasamu dikenang! with that result im not so great on ib finance and political session i thought! 

Semester 3 done!

bila semua test dah abes result dah taw apa lagi yang boleh expect selain dari im done! Alhamdulillah semester 3 done even banyak stress yang dilalui! :) 

Semester 4 begin! 

bila daa bukak semester nie apa laa lagi leyh di expectnya selain dari menghadap semester 4 yang berliku-liku nie.. really hope that i can cope with all of this! nak2 lagi sem nie banyak giler kot killer paper! really hope that i can make it! aminnn...

rasanya sampai sinie dulu laa yea update nya.. mata daa tak leyh nak hadap lappy daa awak-awak..! 

till then

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>... 

...

*i miss my old times! -.-

2013

daa masuk 2013 daa kita nie weyh..!
cepat benar masa berlalu kan?
by the way

Salam tahun baru buat semua yang tersayang. termasuklah kawan-kawan keluarga tercinta!

May be terlalu "awal" untuk ucap "Ahlan Wasahlan Ya 2013" ! 

tapi paham-paham jea laa.. musim exam kan skunk tambah2 internet kat umah buat hal laa pulek! baru siang tadi abg TM datang baiki modem kat umah..

Hopefuly 2013 akan jadi tahun terbaik untuk diri sendiri dan juga kalian semua. 

Alhamdulilah ! Sejujurnya saya rasa bersyukur sangat sebab masih lagi mampu untuk bernyawa sehingga ke hari nie! semoga ada cahaya di depan sana! aminn.. 

By the way, bila masuk tahun baru mesti en azam tak akan dilupakan.. even hari tue just cakap kt en azzam kita *amboih siap en azzam kita taw! over sangat!*ada satu jea azam kita tahun nie.. maluu laa weyh nak state satu2 azam kita kt dye.. cukop laa ngn azam nak belajar rerajin tue.. hewhewhew

Kat entry nie baru kita rasa nak buat wishlist untuk tahun 2013 yang sepenuh-penuhnya. 

Moh laa kita pasang azam yang baik-baik untuk kita capai ! Berusaha, berdoa dan bertawakal agar semua yang di rancang berjalan dengan selamat ! yeay!

antara apa yang diwishlistkan tahun nie..

-Sihat tubuh badan. yang penting nak kurus! 

-nak belajar rerajin sampai ke titisan terakhir..

-habeskan study which is degree in International Business dengan jayanya.. 

-nak grade dengan status DEAN LIST!

-nak gadget baru! 

-nak jadi hambanya yang sesempurna mungkin.. in sya Allah
-nak kumpul duit banyak.
-nak berjimat sebaik mungkin..
-shopping hanya benda yang penting
-limit outfit baru.. 3 bulan sekali baru beli barang baru! hahaha
-nak berjimba sebaik mungkin ngan kawan-kawan tersayang ever!
-create reunion moment with friends tersayang ever! 

-jadi anak yang baik kepada en rahim and puan sapinah!
-enjoy every second of my life!
-dapat jawab dapat harung exam dengan sebaik mungkin! 

really hope that mr azam will berkhidmat dengan jayanya untuk saya! really hope it! doakan yea.. 

wish me luck, guys!

till then

sealed with lots of love!

muahxs!

...<3>... 

...

*4 more paper to go.. wish me luck guys! uitm please be nice with me!