berjoyah-joyah...

yeah..
i need joyah-joyah..
the only way dat i will away dr termiss aper2..
n ntok menghilangkan segala keserabotan di otak..

mr Q!
where are u??
i miss our moment..
i miss ur laugh in the morning..
i miss our day had started..
huhhh....

jay!
where hve u been..?
i cant reach u..
please response to me..
ASAP!

my lappy!
why u rosak..?
i need u larh shayunk..
my day very2 kelam kabut tanpa u..
i need u to hear my fav song..
i need u to settle my thesis..
huarghhh!!!!

my bestiest!
i need oll of u..
kumpul reramai..
mkn eskrem..
syok owh..
realy need it now..!

laugh!
realy2 need it..
it can away oll of dis..

masalah tol..!
hope it will settle soon..
realy hope...!

will disappear...

yeah..
i will disappear from all of u..
ntok berapa lama tue not sure..
it will b days, weeks or mayb month..
sorry..

i cant bear anymore from oll of dis..
so tired...

my facebook, my twitter,myspace n segala bnda yg berkaitan ngn laman sosial akan di stop ntok sementara waktu..
segala kesulitan amat dikesali..

ntok kengkawan..
maaf laa yea..
ader jodoh, kita jumpa lg..
sorry sesangat..
bye2...

me and him..!

Semalam my finger’s was cut..

Gara2 nk bukak tin sardine..

Ntok msk sahur..

1^st terkena tue x darah..

Tp tetiba jea darah mengalir dr kuku biler tgk lappy..

So magic..

Mayb dye taw kot yg mr z ngh on9..

Hahahaha..

Sakit owh..

Smpai ke hari nie kot sakitnya terasa..

Sbab luka dye agk dlm kn..

Aper yg disangka btol2 terjadi..

Tetiba mr Z msg kt ym..

Terharu laa jugak..

Da kol 4.30 da msa tuh..

Tp dye msg ag..

Mcm ader instinct jea..

Even dye ader tersalah sangka sket..

Hoih! Perasan ler aku nie..!

Jom ikot kitorg msg smlm..

mr z: kenapa?

(lps dye tnya jea naper, I terus tnya..amek peluang)

ayienzsweety: how 2 stop darah yg mengalir dr luka..slain dr ltk ubat..

mr z: letak air batu

mr z: atau sejukkan dengan kain basah

ayienzsweety: drh akn berhenti?

ayienzsweety: yg menitik?

mr z: biasanya.. disebabkan tekanan darah

mr z: dan kepanasan

mr z: so, utk cool down ur body tempreature

mr z: mandi

mr z: or anything yg menyejukan

ayienzsweety: oook

ayienzsweety: thnxs ea

ayienzsweety: mndi x kot

ayienzsweety: pedih r

mr z: laa u nie.. jgn nanges plak..

mr z: cpt pergi ambil kain, rendam dalm air sejuk

mr z: then put on your nose

mr z: pastu.. dongakkan hidung

ayienzsweety: oo yea eh?

ayienzsweety: ok

ayienzsweety: not my nose

ayienzsweety: my finger

ayienzsweety: terkena tin

ayienzsweety: tp drh dye dr td x berhenti2

mr z: lerhhh

mr z: sory2

mr z: silap baca n wat andaian salah tadi

mr z: basuh luka dengan air..

mr z: then cari kain bersih

mr z: tekan tempat luka..

ayienzsweety: no biggie

ayienzsweety: da bsuh daa

ayienzsweety: tp x berhenti gak

mr z: klu cut to tak dalam sangat

mr z: insyallah kejap dia berhenti

mr z: dalam sangat ke?

mr z: u nie..len kali wat keja elok2..kn da luka..

ayienzsweety: tatau

mr z: kat mana kena?

ayienzsweety: dye berdarah dr dlm kuku

ayienzsweety: my finger

mr z: ooo

mr z: balut je dengan kain..

mr z: insyallah kejap je tuh

mr z: may be 15 minit berhenti

mr z: u jgn nanges taw..tahan sket..

ayienzsweety: da stu kain da

ayienzsweety: penuh drh

ayienzsweety: mtx2 ler berhenti

ayienzsweety: law pkai handiplast trus leyh x?

mr z: boleh gak..

mr z: pastu cari kain

mr z: balut kemas2

ayienzsweety: ok

ayienzsweety: i'll try

ayienzsweety: tp ssh jgk nk blut kemas2 tgn da rsa kebas

ayienzsweety: btw thnxs yeah

mr z: no problemo

ayienzsweety: ok..so nice

ayienzsweety: selamat berpuasa ntok kesekelian kalinya

mr z: selamat ramadan gak

mr z: banyakan ibadat

Last message received on 8/14 at 5:14 AM

ayienzsweety: insyaAllah

tue jea la msg kitorg di pagi hari tue..

Law farah x panggil ntok sapu ubat msti msg ag ngn dye..

xper laa..kjp pon jd ler..

nmpk sgt yg aku nie still terhegeh-hegeh kt dye..

spesel sgt k mmt tuh tue..

biasa jea kot..

U!

Thanks 4 ur care..

Even u da let go i..

im realy appreciate it..

luka kt jari nmpk darahnya u..

tp luka kt aty nie…

hurmmm…

u pk la sendiri…

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no couple!

Ayin…!!!!

U must learnt from all the stories around u..

Never give ur all to a guy..

No matter how good he is..

People change..

And they might turn into your worst enemy..

If u have any problem..

Don’t hesitate to tell someone that u trust..

Insya’Allah they’ll try their best to help u..

ayin..!!!

perempuan zaman sekarang..

da x macam dulu2 da yin..!!

U must aware this..

sekarang nie life memerlukan kita untuk betindak

“Sometimes cruel”

U x boleh depend on man..

Kita perempuan mmg lemah..

Need attention and kasih sayang also…

Tapi u kena break the tradition where women depend on man..

U x boleh dah…

Sedangkan ada org dah kawen 40 tahun,

Still curang..

X curang, pukul isteri..

Xpun kaki judi, kaki botol..

Atau paling baik pon,

tinggalkan pasangan x bersebab…

Dunia yg sempurna..

hanya dalam tv..

dalam fantasi..

ayin..!!

This is reality…!!!

What eva it is..

Ayin jgn pk sgt psl couple..

Sebab now..

U are strong and complete..

Ayin kuat…

And mampu hidup tanpa boyfriend..

And ayin untung…

Dapat peluang stady..

Ayin x bergantung ngn sesape..

Xcept ur parents..

Hargai itu sume..

Stady betol2..

Sebab nie peluang untuk ayin ubah nasib famly

Plg x diri ayin sendiri..

Ayin strong…

Jodoh dah tertulis..

Jangan langgar aturan Tuhan..

Jangan nanti dah terjebak, terimalah padahnye..

Ingat u ader maruah..

Ingat ummi ngn ayah..

Jangan bg dorg malu..

Tlg ler keshian kt dorg..

Kena stady betol2..

No lovey-dovey brouhahas dis tyme..!!!

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i dunno wat da besh title~~~

Dis year da mula2 pose da ader byk kenangan…

Pahit n manis yang sudah pasti..

Besh kn idop mcm nie..

Saya mahu mulakan dengan yg sedeyh2 dulu…

Sorry ea..

Sbab bnda yg sedeyh dulu terjadi…

Bru yg hepy datang..

1^st

I bru dapat taw the real story about one of my bestiest..

Sedeyh…mmg sedeyh sgt..

Shian dye…

I cant imagine if I la yg kt tempat dye..

Susah sangat rasanya..

“U can imagine how we live in one house but we had no relationship with each other, but before this u think that all of them are your real families’ member”

Tue la ayat yg wat I sentap kejap even masa tuh ngn mkn..

Patot pon dye down skunk, byk mslh yg terjadi kt dye..

U! jgn bimbang taw..if u had any worries or problem don’t hesitate to tell me yeah..

I will here for you.. always..

I shayunk you, even you not malay n not islam of course..

But u re my bestiest foreva..

2^nd

Roommate I bru putus cinta..

Shian ler jugak kt dye..

Perit weyh..nk2 ngn org yg kita da syg separuh mati..

I da pernah rasa daa..

Tp per2 pon im heapy coz u had broke up with him..

Jgn slh sangka plak..

I xsuka ler laki cmtuh..

Couple pon nk madu2, kawen sok2 macam maner laa..

Simpang malaikat 44..

Dengan perangai lelaki mcm nie laa wat I kureng percaya ngn laki skunk..

Sume lbh kurang samer jea perangainya..

Nk show off jea lebih..

Eh pliss ler..

3^rd

Sakit aty ngn my broth…

Tatau naper..

Tetiba jea sakit aty ngn dye..

Dua2 org lak tuh..

Plik kn??

Tp tuh laa realitynya..

4^th

I ngn mr Q..

Heapy sgt..

Wat2 majok..

N then dye pujuk..

Besh jgk kekadang buang tebiat cm nie..

Hahahaha..

Part yg pling best is dye ajak raya samer..

Giler kn pose bru nk masok 1^st day,da ajak raya..

Cool r mmt nie..

Tue yg suka tuh..

U know what, I suka sgt biler u ckp..

“ La ila hai’ Allah..cakap jea la..jgn ler majok…”

Chomel jea biler dye ckp gtu..

Hahahhaha..

Kitorg da jnji daa, t lps dye blik shah alam,kitorg akn kuar samer..

n dye jnji xkn lost contact ngn i lg..

Yeay!

5^th

I kuar shopping..

Shopping lagi..

Mmg xda keja kn..

Even bukan shopping pon sbab lbih ke arh window jea..

Hahhahaha..

I kuar ngn jacy..

Kelas da abes koi 10.30..

So lps tue jea, kitorg menuju ke mall dengan all of my buku..

Nasib baik pkai agk proper..

Syok owh kuar mcm nie..

Gelak2 tgk2 barang even x beli..

Last2 per lg yg akn kitorg wat law x mkn..

Yea mkn..

Dat day kitorg decide mkn kt kfc..

Order byk tp x abes jugak..

Membazir tol..

Kitorg mkn smbil borak2..

Lma jugak ler kitorg kt cnie..

Oh yea kt cnie jgk ler I jumpa ngn mr rizal blik..

Chomel ler muka even da lma x jumpa ngn dye…

(gatal sket jea)

Huhuhu..

6^th

I punya perniagaan da slow2 boleyh wat mkn..

Syukur Alhamdulilah..

Berkat doa dan kesungguhan..

Harap dapat ler achieve somethink from dis..

xnk susahkan parents tuh yg pling utama..

ameen~~~

hope i will get a better life afta dis..

n relation wif him will b a reality...

ameen..~~

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here its come again!

Adoii da puasa balik..

Cepatnya masa berlalu..

Rsanya bru jea lg lps puasa taun lps..

Nie da nk puasa balik daa..

Besh giler kot..

Nie da masuk taun ke enam sy puasa jauh dr famly..

Da biasa kot..

Even bukan ngn famly, sy puasa ngn kengkawan..

My second famly..

Dari asrama sekolah menengah teknik 2 taun..

Ke uitm selama 1 taun..

N pling last skali kt sinie yg akn masok taun ke3..

Dis year, last I puasa kt sinie..

Banyak2 puasa, puasa kt sinie pling byk kenangan..

* buka puasa ramai2 kt kfc..ngn kengkawan, my foster broth n my sedara yg sengal..gempak seyh..

* masa puasa jugak ler 1^st tyme I jumpa ngn my ex tuh..siap mkn beradab ag..even kejap ngn dye tp at least ada kngn kn..

* kena marah ngn c Jay segal tuh dpn org ramai sbab my pakaian..nk suh org pkai bju kurung jea..aper daa..

* mula rapat ngn c af yg senget tuh.. tiap2 ptg jumpa even di bulan ramadhan yg mulia..

* mr D celeb my burfday ngn dua kek ag..cheese cake n black forest cake..syok owh.. thnxs mr D 4 da surprise burfday party..even sambut ikot bulan islam..maklumlah I lahir 6 Ramadhan..

* masa janji nk buka puasa kt pizza hut tp kena buka puasa ngn mineral water sbab pizza da penuh..shopping punya psl..sbab I dorg kna bkak kt pizza hut jugak hri tuh..

* lps buka puasa kitorg shopping raya..part yg pling beshnya kitorg balik slps pasaraya di tutup..kiranya kitorg pelanggan pling last la hri tuh..

* This ramadhan I akan rindu ngn kawan umah yg dulu..stlh 2 taun kita puasa sama2,tp dis year korg tinggal ayin sorg2 kt umah nie..

* gelagat nk buka puasa ngn Anum, n makcik milah. Slalu g buka ngn mata bru bgn..hahahaha…

* masak-masak ntok buka puasa..tiap kali nk masak,msti on9 dlu ntok cri resipi..hahahahaha…shian..

* tiap kali masak msti x akn ada resipi yg ada kaitan ngn santan..shian budak umah hari2 kena mkn ikot selera sy…redha jea la yea..hahaha…

* tiap ptg msti nk g bazaar ramadhan..

* anum msti blikan sy soya panas, ngn sup.. makanan wajib tuh..xpernah rasa bosan..

Kenangan- kenangan..

Igt budak2 jea k ader kngn bulan puasa, remaja pon ader gak ler..

Idop byk sgt kenangan kn..

Besh..besh…

Even ada jugak yg sakit..

Biasa ler asam garam kehidupan..

Hope sgt dis ramadhan I will get a better one than last year..

Sembahyang x tinggal..

Yg sunat2 tuh x jnji ler..

Nk sgt dis ramadhan I akn khatam Quran lg..

insyaAllah it will b a reality..

Ameen…

Oh yea dis puasa I will celeb wif farah n fatien..

So dis ramadhan called triple f punyer yea..

Hahahahaha…

Tetiba igt kt angah la plak..

Dis year, 1^st tyme dye pose jauh dr famly…

Msti dye sedeyh..

Yea la x biasa kn..

Shian dye..

Per2 pon positif ler yea ngah..

T 4 hb sept kita jumpa yea..

Along rindu angah..

Ayah ngn ummi lg ler..

Achik ngn adik pon samer…

Wishing selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan kepada seluruh umat islam..

X kira ler my kawan2 k, musuh k, yg x kenal langsong k..

Hope dis ramadhan will b a beginning 4 all of us..

Ameennnn~~~~

06081987

What it is??
Date!
Yeah its only a date..
Its just an ordinary date for the others..
But it seems so special for me..

Burfday!
This date is your burfday..
Yeah your burfday…
I never forgot..
This day in dis year u become in 23..
Adoii da 23 da umor u…
Tua k??
Xda r..x tua pon..
It just da beginning for everything..

Wish!
Ramai betol yg wish kt u..
Pempuan laki semua ada..
Pling ramai pempuan ler..
They r seems like ur secret admire..
Rmai tol org yg tersyok kt u yea..
Mana x nya..
Da ler ensom..
Baik dalam maupun luar..
Budi pekerti tinggi..
Asas agama banyak..
Kerjaya best..
Doctor ler katakan..

Sakit!
Sakit sgt biler baca komen kt fb u tuh..
Nk2 biler pempuan yg komen n u reply..
Tue blom tgk kt fon u lg..
Msti lg berlambak kn..

Sentap!
Mlm semalam kita ader cntct jap kn..
Even da lama da x cntct ngn u..
Sjea jea nk wish burfday kt u..
X mghrp lgsong suh u rply..
Sebab antara kita had nothing as u said..
not more than just fren..
Tp u rply..

Heapy!
U knows why.
When u rply, it seem like u still give me hope that we will b together again..
As u know I still luve u..
More n more..
When u wish me wif oll the word and fully with care, u make me remember oll our memory..
n secara automatik I akn sedeyh..
sbab u masih mcm dulu..
Still the old man that I had knew before this..

Unexpected!
Tp yg sentapnya biler u panggil I ‘adik’..
Sentap sgt u..!
Sbab nmpk sgt yg u x akn blik ngn I..

Cry!
I’m cried again and again..
Ntok keberapa kali ntah ler..
Nanges lg I sbab u..
Smpai ke subuh I nanges smbil dgr lgu2 kenangan kita n sad songs of course..
Nasib xda kelas law ader confirm2 I ponteng..

A day in ur burfday!
Habes nanges,stu hari suntuk I tidow..
Sume bnda I x peduli..
I tidow jea..
Law I x tdow I akn igt u balik n I akan nanges..
Bgn2 tdow da lwt da, I mkn n mkn n mkn lg..
Mkn dgn kadar yg paling byk..
N yg pling penting I mkn sume bnda yg u x suka I mkn..
Even masa mkn tue I igt aper yg u gtaw kt I dulu tp I buat tatau jea..

Celebrate ur burfday!
I mkn kek yg u suka..
Coklat cake..
even topping dye bkn coklat..
but dye mmg coklat cake..
I berkorban mkn kek tuh smpai abes even I xbrapa nk suka kek tuh..
As u know I more prefer cheese cake than chocolate cake..
Yg pling touching tuh I mkn kek sorg2..
Tiup lilin sendiri..
Xper la I buat ntok u..
Even u tatau pon per yg I wat untok u…
But sorry sgt I xda beli any present 4 u..
Last2 per lagi I buat law x nanges n still hoping!

Please give me a chance to wish u for one more time..

Happy burfday to u dear!
Sweet 23..
May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shinning dreams..
And may Allah bless u..
Ameen~~~

I still…………

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*hope sgt kitorg akn mcm dulu..

hijau sbab u suka..

"hijau yang damai"

awesome holiday...!!

i have an awesome memory in malacca..
31st julai till 3 august 2010..
wif my bestiests even not all..
arfah n jacy..
oh yea min yg bru blik msia pon ikot skali..
even this is girls' tyme...

so fun to gather2..
jalan2 smpai skit bdn..
gelak2 smpai away oll of my tension..
yg penting shopping n photo session like a tourist...
hahahaha...

ckop lu kot smpai cnie dis tyme..
next tyme i will continue our story at melaka..
n our photo also..
so awesome i tell u..
:)
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